Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Blur case hon hon

Heheh! Last Sunday i was super blur...

Normally after church announcements, it will be children ministry time. It was during announcement that i opened my bulletin and saw...Children Ministry-Team Paul. Hey itz my team! Woohoo... but wait... i didn't prepare a thing! Noooo.........

Fortunately i remembered that currently children ministry now is doing a series of lessons about the tongue. So without any of the Bible references which i always had, i just went out and speak. I asked the kiddies whether they had said any good things about their friends and family or not.. Then the "me" was back... my perasan-ness. i asked them whether they have anything good to say about me... lol... i heard from the congregation "hot".. haha it was Wen Dee lar...

Later after that some uncles came to me and said i did well and had the gift of impromptu, since i told them i didn't prepare. Dunno whether they are flattering me or not..

Really have to thank God for this... if not i would have been in deep trouble... haiz... God please forgive me....

Saturday, November 15, 2008

tagged by Kieran da... da wad arr... wadeva la...

1. What is the relationship of you with him/her?
Senior-junior

2. Your 5 impressions towards her?
1. Talkative
2. Loud
3. Cute (citation needed)... lol
4. Tall?????? a bit la...
5. Not serious when on duty?

3. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
recite Prefect's Oath in front of me

4. The most memorable thing she has said to you?
Andrew is HOT!

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will..
Choi!

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will..
Still love him. Love your enemies... Luke 6:27.

7. If she becomes your lover, she has to improve on..
No way no way!

8. If she becomes your enemy, the reason(s) is/are..
He yeong sui? no la no la... haha

9. The most desirable thing to do for her is?
Make him a better prefect

10. The overall impression of her is..
i see him i turn away... lol... he's still cute la... later dunno how...

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
A lame guy... with a little HOTNESS, perhaps?

12. The character for you for yourself is?
macho? i dunno la...

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Stupidity

14. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Jesus? Paul?

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
erm... haha.. u want chocolate?

ten people to tag:
1 Wen Dee
2 Enwei
3 Addison H20
4 Shaun
5 Chia Ching
6 Daniel
7 Enoch
8 Benny
9. Joanna
10. Shin Yin

Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
Her PC.. it think so

Is number 3 a male of a female?
dunno... some "girl" claimed that 3 is "her" gf... and the "girl" is 3's bf... complicated...

If number 7 and 4 were together would it be a good thing?
Maybe... together as friends ma... u think wad?

How about number 5 and 8?
They dunno each other la...

What is number 1 studying about?
Matrics!

Say something about 6?
My bro!

When was the last time you had a chat with them?
School, msn...

Monday, November 10, 2008

aiyor...

it was already kind of long ago, but i still feel that unhappiness deep in my heart. Often i'll recall this incident and made me feel bitter. Still 耿 耿 于 怀 lor...

i know i should stop thinking this. It sounds selfish. But i really have the "what the!" feeling.

Prefects's election was weeks ago. A friday. And this was a real surprising one. All these while since returning for F6, i'm already aiming for the post Vice-captain 2 as allocated for a F6 male prefect. i tried my best in everything and making sure my initial to be up on the formal board as less frequent as possible. well, that is to record prefects who are late, failed to do their cleaning duties and the fines. Seriously, my name seldom went up. The times when it was up was only because i forgot to sign in my name. That's all. I was never late.

With all these "resumes", i thought i'm getting nearer and nearer to that post...

Then all the flatters... so many of my juniors kept telling me that they are gonna vote for me la... future VC2 la... all these... But on election day, everything became so different. I didn't get voted. Hippocrites!

First of all was Mr Wong's speech. He said that he "strongly recommend" Allan to be the Vice Captain. Many past leaders were actually overlooked, according to Mr Wong. Well, the result is... Kar Wee got the post as VC while Allan got VC2. and VC2 is supposed to be a F6 prefect. Allan is in F4.

Ok fine. 1 more potential post for F6 male prefects is the Assistant Treasurer. I fought every chance to get to be nominated. Yea i got nominated finally, but Weixing got voted.

Of course i don't feel nice la... Let's see again Mr Wong's speech. He said many leaders were overlooked. And he said Allan can be one. But you see, he only saw Allan stood out a lot. And if i were to argue, i would have said he overlooked me! Also, the Constitution is the thing that we prefects held up high. But Yee Seng the outgoing Captain did not even discuss the matter with the whole Board and just open the nomination of VC2 for F4 prefects as well. Obviously not fair mar...

So i went to Pn Khaw, my prefects teacher advisor and also my Christian Fellowship teacher to talked about this. She said i can't appeal to change it because it is like giving a slap to the Mr Wong and the whole Board since he is the one voted by them. OK lor... i'm okay with that decision. it makes sense.

Now about Asst. Treasurer. I heard from one of the people who counted the ballots that Weixing has the same number of votes as i. And why is he selected but not me? Interesting answer... Weixing has no fire already.. so by giving him this post, he can be fired up. As for me... i have to concentrate in my studies. HELLO! does this make sense at all?! if concentrating in studies is a reason, they might as well not elect Joanna to be the Head Girl. Tell any of the F4 prefects to wear a skirt and get the Girl's room key la! i i think this is utter nonsense. i mean this is my opinion... im not scolding anyone. Any of the former prefects who knows this will have the same opinion as i, this im very sure!

If i were to get a post, i can be sort of an advisor because i have experience me. And if they dare to say to be an advisor, i don't have to be an EXCO, i would have replied that Allan does not need to be an EXCO to show his leadership qualities. It's not a fair statement for Allan obviously... but think la... will it be fair for Addison and i? and guess what? many of the EXCOs have their initials on the formal board. you know what i mean.

Anyway, since they are already elected, i can't be shooting them or forcing them to step down. Have to cooperate with them lor... what to do? God placed them there. I must have faith that God has His plan for the Board.

I just hope all EXCOs can work well together with good attitudes. I still love them though.

Hopefully God will deliver me from this bitterness. Even with this bitter feeling, i will still perform my duties as efficient as possible.

It might sound foolish to post this up. But if it is wrong to express my feelings in a mild way, i have nothing to say.

May God bless you all.

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Sheep's tag

This Shaun arr... tag me but didn't leave a msg in my chatbox...

Instructions:Bold the statements that are true to you.Italicize the statements that you wish were true.Leave the fibs alone.Then, poke 5 people to do the same test.--------------------------------------------------- which i don't care... i leave comments behind the sentence.

I’m 170cm tall.... where got... 169.9 gua... lol...
I don’t know what I want at the moment. quite impossible... i want food!
I’m not happy. maybe.
I hate my friends. No way!
I hate my life... err...
I hate my grades.agree! i failed in maths and chemistry!
He drives. Who is "he"?
I’m bored of driving... Please la.. i can't even drive!
I have a white handbag... gross
I love dancing... not really... it shows my flabiness...
I go clubbing every week. No money!
Shopping is bullshit. yea...
I have a tattoo of a star... never like tattoo
I got my navel pierced...don't like pierceing
I have friends that take drugs.... don't know dont care.
90% of my friends smoke... no lar...
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty. oh please... i don't even have an ex
I’m studying Fashion. No way...
I have a business running... yea.. toilet business...
I hate cartoons. some la...
I hate someone... do i?
I have 10 Guess handbags.... pasar malam ones...
I buy CLEO every month... CLEO is what? can eat one arr?
My parents don’t know about my blog... yea!!! haha...
I have an iPod.... x have la..
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.don't have any"one"
My school mates know about my blog. Yup...
I wanted to be a fashion designer. Over my dead body.
I love rock emo bands.Over their dead bodies...
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups....anor...
I’m a rebel. Sometimes...
I’m starting to like wearing dresses.... im not a transvestite!!!
I don’t believe in love.... You don't? i do!
High school's filled with drama... yea somehow...
My parents have faith in me... not so sure...
I’ve bought shoes this month.... no la...
A blogger bitched about me before.... err... bithced...?
I hate sports.... a big YES!!!
I heart Italian food.... not really
I hate meeting new people.... no...
I hate nail polish.... x like the smell
The mother bear gives me hugs... never dreamt about that..
People should start appreciating me.... yea
High school was the worst time of my life.... yeaka...
I have red hair.... dream on...
One Utama is my second home.... that's the last place i wanna go...
I’m a guy.... duh!
I’m scared of my Biology exam.... a bit ler... Bio only la... fail mah fail lo...
I hate vacations. dunno...
We’ll last.... i prefer to be the first... lame!
I believe in long distance relationships... yup!
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon. nice meh? i prefer food.
I’ve robbed an old lady. i'm not that cruel...
I’m starting to like applying make-up. on my pimples?
I was a tomboy.... im am boy but my name is not Tom.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.... have i not answered u?
I love bitching about people behind their backs.... im a guy, therefore i cannot be a bitch..
I still have a best friend. many...
I have a cat... no
I hate surprise parties.... i love it!
I hate planning parties.... yea... boring
I’m hot. no doubts!
I’m a sinner. yea...
I’ve got a DS/DS light.Wads dat?
I have a Wii....zzzz
I can live without music.... no way...
Video games are a waste of time....agree... *Addison read this please...*
I miss the father bear.... i dont have bears...
I love being in love.yea... huhu...
I know how to cook.yea... cuz i love to eat!
I have 100% freedom... 70++ % onli la...
Boys are assholes.... u wanna get a slap izit?
I hate Math... must make myself to love it...
I love horror films... yea... esp the disaster type
I’m happy with what I have... a bit more la...
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.. no comments
My old friends keep in touch with me....some...
I don’t read newspapers... got la...
The news is such a waste of time.... that's why i blog..
Blogging is a waste of time... that's why i wasted plenty of time..
I hate animals.... no ler...
I can’t live without make-up... should change to... i can't live with make-up
I curse like a pirate.... a pirate's boss... to be accurate..
I’m happy with my 11 year old car... come on, i dont even have a license..
I hate people that are smart... esp those who doesn't want to obey the rules...
I love Apple Juice.yes!
I can’t drink for nuts. ...?
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.... har no la... im sure got some..
I’ve got a new phone.... no ler...
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.... no way la..
I love swimming.... i guess i can only float...
I haven’t worked out since March... never work out before...
I think I’m fat.... kind of...
I love my friends and family...duh...

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

thou shall not kill... but i killed!!!

Today at 2pm, L6K bio students are supposed 2 KILL!

No la.. haha... technically yeala... we killed. But it was grasshoppers and flies.

1st, i killed the fly with chloroform. So sad weh... i just caught it with Janice yesterday after Physics tuition near the wet market in Chee Cheong Kai. So many people in Petaling Street saw us with curious eyes. Later i found out that i had a little feeling for this poor friend.. but have to kill... so sad. Ok... i moist some cotton with chloroform and stuffed into the container. The fly didn't die immediately la. Then dunno how, it flew to the chloroform drop on the bottom of the cup and died instantly... din even wave goodbye 2 me... boohoo...

The grasshopper lagi cham la i tell u. Killing it was already an agony for me. Cuz it died so slowly! WASTE MY TIME! Kee siao! no la... cuz there were 2 grassies inside, and i have to kill both, even i needed only 1. the chroloform cotton fell in and the 2 of them jumped up sticking 2 da top of the container. both ady foaming in their mouth!!! yeeee.... the "foam" is not really foam la... it's only some dark brown liquid oozing out...

In their eyes... i saw them pleading... pleading me 2 release them. haiz... so sad...

But what to do? it's either they die or i die. it's a bio practical... compulsory 1 lagi...

neway i didn't feel geli while taking the organs out... i did it as if im a pro or sth... lol

=>

Friday, October 24, 2008

Today is class party day in MBS! woohoo!

L6K did a steamboat. It's very special cuz normally we don't do that ma. Better still, we did it in Physics lab. Muahahahhaha... we had a real fun time! But the worse thing is that even many from other classes came and sort of 'stole' our food, we have plenty left. But my veggies for popiah wasn't enough. Then dunno who la so smart... told me to stuff in the steamboat fishballs, fu chuk and what not. i tried it and took the risk of letting those late coming teachers and seniors to have them. I can't imagine the taste and texture.... hah. Nevertheless, my secret sauce won some praises. One of them was Kakak Khadijah, the lab assistant. She said the sauce was nice and thought it was Thousand Island. Well, i replied, "Bukan Thousand Island, tapi lebih..." With evil grin, i also said, "Kalau kakak nak, saya boleh jual..." Wakakakkakakakakkakkakaa!!! $$$!

After sharing about love with some classmates, i proceeded to CF. Games + farewell. Zhuang Xiao sobbed when she expressed her feelings. Don't cry... Xiao Xiao... And then, suddenly this feeling came. Actually it came even before CF. I can feel that i love my class very much!

Somehow, i just feel like giving all of them one by one a big hug and tell them how much i love them. Serious! Thay are the ones i enjoyed being with since school started. Owh............. now i started missing them... lol.

So L6K, remember. i will still love you all very, very much no matter what!

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Nixon's dream

Nixon told me this today. He's a F4 prefect.

He had this dream on Tuesday morning. He said someone was praying for a person in the school field for exams. When others saw that, they followed. It sounds so contagious! WOW! Praise GOD!

My reply was... Nixon, do fast and pray about that.... but Nixon was a lil reluctant to fast la... nvm..

the book of Joel and Acts 2 had this prophecy. "... Your young men will see visions, and old man dream dreams..."

Nixon, you are OLD!

haha! jk la

Monday, October 13, 2008

love is patient love is kind








Last time this came out and became a hit!



















Then this came out recently...




















Can't wait to get this!












Last Saturday a staff from Glad Sounds Kotaraya called me. She said the book which i longed for had finally arrived! Wooyea! => It was Metamorphosis.

Last time Bernard gave me his extra copy of Messiah. From then on, i wanted to collect all five books in this series. After all, they are not a bad choice of comics. This is the first time i read manga comics.

So today i went to Glad Sounds to get this Metamorphosis. i only flipped ler... When i reach Paul's epitles, the illustrations really made my heart warm, just like the first time i read Messiah. For a few times in the bus i felt like pouring my tears but... guy ma... takkan i wanna cry in front of so many people. One of the things that touched me was the letter to the Corinthians. love is patient, love is kind... is familiar to me, but this is the first time it meant so much to me! the illustration was just a flower which does not envy of other flowers and are able to console a loser. How i wish im like that flower!

in this book, Paul was illustrated into a very 'yeng' guy... seriously... very very yeng!... haha... there was a prophecy that says i'll be like Paul. Che wah!

Just read about the releasing of Mutiny in Japanese. So my most probable target will be that when the English one is out.

Thursday, October 09, 2008

get to know me more!

You wanna know me more? be patient while reading because this is a 100 question tag, by Weng Chung...

01. What have you been doing recently?
eating a lot...

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
my hp siao 1. sending msg halfway then off itself. maybe i should use it to throw at dogs.


03. What happened at 10.00am today?
doing maths T paper 1 and was enjoying it

04. When did you last cry?
merdeka day... about 0015. i was weeping over my disobedience just after a pastor prophecied that i'll be someone like Paul of Tarsus. How am i gonna be like that smart guy when i screwed up my exam?

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Not at all! i rather believe in God who will and is already giving me blessings!

06. What do you want in your life right now?
food? not really. i want someone who loves me and i love to hug me or let me hug... desperate

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
i walk under the rain without shelter... cuz it styles my hair. ppl said i look sexy when im wet.

8. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?
a person, maybe


9. What bottom are you wearing now?
bottomless... jk la... shorts that reveals my leg hair...

10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
can't think of one...

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
oh please... never.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Mama Mia! wah damn nice lo! watch with JS-ers!

14. What are you proud of?
the fact that i'm SAVED and i'm a child of God!!! woohoo!

15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
friendster's messages... don't wanna mention... sienz

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
i normally wont sing loud. i don't have a nice voice.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
YESSS!!! hon hon. hot. hottie hon hon. horny...... fat hon.... HON HON... cars also call me

18. What does your last received text message say?
addison said... nitez =)

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
somewhere at 12

20. Are you currently happy?
what do you think?

21. Who gives you best advice?
Bible!

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
i eat no fattening food... (yeah rite... yest nite sapu-ed da rice crackers)

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Daddy lor... asking whether want supper anot

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
nothing gua...

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
lazy to answer


26. Do you wear toe socks?
no way! those seem like jocks! yux...


27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
dunno who's that person.


28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Often


29. What annoys you most in a person?
Fake-ish people and those who likes to say 'oh my god'...


30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
101/100 of my time... haha. not really


31. Have you ever done cocaine?
what is cocaine?


32. What is the colour of your room?
colourful... u are not asking about the wall ma... if wall then white


33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
God said in his 10 Commandments: thou shall not kill. Jesus also said: you cannot serve both God and Money. Do i need to say more?

34. Do you believe in the saying of : talk is cheap?
i pretend not to understand that statement

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Besides me, there were 3 who lied on my bed as well. Guys la k? not girls.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Tiffy in the KTM train. i got down at Serdang while she headed to Seremban.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
i never kissed anyone... proud of my bachelor's lips

38. Do you have a life?
Do u see that i'm dead?!

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
theologically, your body is dead but your soul goes either up or down. u get what i mean? no staying on earth.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
i don't have a profile song

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
don't remember...

42. Last time you smiled?
i always smile... not the 'yum'/pervert-ish type k!

43. Have you changed this year?
a lot

44. What are you listening right now?
my own songs collection

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Yea

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open & closed... cuz i blink my eyes ma.. duh!

47. Is there a quote you live by?
Luke 6:27, 28 and Luke 10:27. find yourself...

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
yes... and i know very well who is that person.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
no. i can't play any.

50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in this week?
hug someone whom i know i'm not supposed to

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
chatting and doing this tag

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
i'm single and currently need no one

53. What song best describe your love life?
is there any? i'm not sure

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
no. i hope not.

55. Who always make you laugh?
friends and my zi muis!

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
cantonese, mandarin, hakka, a lil bit of hokkien... wad else... bm... duh... yea... wanna learn tamil!

57. Favourite website(s)?
Facebook gua...

58. What’s your middle name?
wai... why didn't ask for my last name?

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
eat and sleep

60. What do you think you are like?
fire? hot!

61. Who will you choose to die with?
No one

62. Where have you been today?
school and my house... mckl also

63. What game do you play often?
i don't really play game wor...

64. Who are you missing right now?
someone whom i shall not disclose...

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
GOD!

66. What are you doing right now?
Answering this crazy long tag.. and digging my nose

67. Which primary school are you from?
Chiao Nan

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Green, blue and err.. brown? purple? red? black?

69. What emotion you like to show?
dulan

70. What is your life to you?
to live is Christ and to die is gain

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
eat a lot

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
pei yow

73. Who do you admire most?
Paul of Tarsus and Luke the physician a.k.a doctor

74. Which month are you born in?
February

75. How are you feeling right now?
Empty cuz i really miss someone.

76. What is the time now?
12.46 am

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
quiet but smart. good in badminton

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
i don't dye my hair

79. Why are you doing this test?
cuz i'm asked to... duh!

80. What do you do when you’re moody?
stay quiet with my dulan face

81. At which age you wish to get married?
will i get married?

82. Who is more important to you?
God! in fact, the most.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
hug everyone including my enemies

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
God!

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
duh

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
to be someone of great influence before becoming a pastor

87. What is your goal for this year?
Be an obedient boy

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
yea. God's love

89. What feeling do you love most?
the feeling of being loved

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
abuden? global heating?

91.What feeling do you hate the most?
Embarrassed and being ignored

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yea. almost all

93. Do you believe in God?
it's proven in the previous questions

94. Who cares for you most?
My Father in heaven who created me

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God the life-giver... don't even think of other things if He hadn't created u.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
Bible and food!

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
making someone so upset that he does not want to forgive me

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
don't care. as long as i got what i need and want.

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
it's ok

100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
sleepy

Friday, October 03, 2008

can't believe it!!! i actually can answer the Bible Knowledge question! Woohoo... Praise The Lord!

Monday, September 22, 2008

ahaha... so late only update. hehe... so terharu la... my mentor reads my blog! haha.

On the next day after Ah Yin read my Bible, i went to Glad Sounds and got the RM 10 NLT Bible, and straight went to tuition. She was there also la. so i joyfully passed that to her.

Her face was like a lil zhadou that type, but thank God, she flew a kiss to me, thanking me. Do not think of something else, k? She calls me 'kor'...

So... Praise the LORD la!

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Revival is coming!!!

One interesting fact.

Today during Maths lesson, Ms Yap taught us about determinants of square matrices. The highlighted one was the 3x3 matrix. She said, even though we are not Christians, we need the cross. Then she showed the way to put the cross on the matrix to find the ac and bd thingy... in the end we will use that to find the determinant la... Addison didn't hear that. So when i told him, he responded in a joyful way, agreeing what she said.

Well, it's true la... Before this during Physics, Mr Lee tada. So i did my quiet time then. After that, i held the Bible and went to the front of my sista Shin Yin and chatted with her and Joanna. Ah Yin was curious. She asked me what im hugging. Before i answered, she asked, "Bible arr?" and then, "Lend me see."

Initially i thought she will flip and return to me. But after a while, i saw her still reading with full of interest. Little did i know that she actually read from Genesis 1-30. Wow! Praise God!

God really worked in ways that we can't help but to amaze it with awe. If my dad did not fetch me to school straight, then i'll be doing QT in the LRT. If so, then i won't be taking my Bible out in the class. And if so, i won't be doing QT in class and Ah Yin wont get to read it! WOOOOWWW!!! The Christians in my class were very happy with what they saw, that Ah Yin "one mouth breath" read 30 chapters of Genesis!

By the way, my Bible came back during when Maths, the last period was about to end. Since she's so interested in it, i guess i might want to buy the RM 10 hard cover NLT Bible in Glad Sounds for her...

Sunday, September 07, 2008

i am a shepherd

last weekend was the merdeka week! haha. the FT district MYF had a sleepover in KL Wesley. Beside MBS! haha!

The highlight would be the Saturday nite. Pastor Herbert John from Tamil Methodist Church in PJ came over as the speaker. So when he ended, he closed in prayer. In his prayer, he said he can sense that 1 or 2 will be pastor, some others will be missionaries and so on... all i could do was to think, could that pastor be me? and i didn't focus on the prayer.

After that, he offered to pray for those who need prayer. i mah went and asked about the pastor thingy lor. Since so many ppl jokingly said that i'll be a pastor, who knows, it's God's way of revealing things to me... According to Ps Herbert, in the Spirit, he could see that i'm a shepherd. I told him i'm doing F6. He said God will not stop me from excelling in my studies. In future, i'll be equipped with knowledge like Paul of Tarsus. With the earthly knowledge and God's wisdom, i'll be able to preach effectively to older people and people of high social standing, and they will listen. Walau!!! My soul was lifted. So confirm i'll become pastor lar!!!

But wait! my studies suck. i really need to work hard to be like Paul. i really wanna be like Paul! i stood by a corner and cried.

And so... today. i went to pastor Yew straight after service to ask about this. He mah prayed for me lo. Heheh! If i really become pastor... not bad oso hor... Better still, a pastor like Paul the Evangelist... great guy for the LORD!!!

oh yea... Rev Yew told me this. He actually read my blog earlier, regarding him calling me pastor...

Monday, August 25, 2008

Have you ever tried imagine the moment you are lashed by the flogs used to flog Jesus or his apostles? Have you been pricked by a cactus?


Guess what? I tried that yesterday night! Not on my back or palm, but my anus! All because of that tomato. Just two thin slice and i got food poisoning. i suspect it's a Genetically Modified Food.
When i passed motioned, the stool scratched my anus hole that i really feel the pain as if buasir bocor... but i don't have buasir la. Most probably it's the acid from my stomach since it was indigestion. The sensation is like pulling the nine tails from the hole, or stuffing the cactus in the hole and pull it out in a very fast speed. OUCH!!!
And it wasn't only once, but i think... 6 times?
Sounds disgusting? Beware of what you eat!

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Someone please put off the fire

i think im getting grumpy like months before. same person again. nvm. anyone out there, please be prepared to put off this fire of anger in me. anytime, i'll meletup.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

F6 orientation ceremony

guess what?! i'm the emcee with Diyana, Yuhanis' sister. Both of us were kinda lame. But thank God that He empowered me to speak well. At least not all the words coming out from my mouth at the same time... haha.

i was kinda disappointed la... until the souvenir-giving session, almost everyone cabuted. No respect for their seniors at all! Partially because it was already very late. The expected time to end was 5pm but because of some people's performances, the crowd cabuted at 5.40pm. Can't really blame them.

and i cant believe i said a super lame joke in front of Pn Gan, Pn Phoon and Pn Shoba, all because i needed to drag the time... How will they label me later, i wonder...

Monday, August 04, 2008

Me pastor?

Yesterday the Sunday, MYF was supposed to handle children ministry. The mangkuk president suddenly text me that she won't be coming. Wadda! But never mind, cuz i had already prepared, but also kinda last minute lo...

It was about the parable of the Lost Coin. Thank God Brian, Debra and Anna agreed to help me. So it started with Deb lost her coin and was searching for it. After she found it, Brian and Anna came and celebrated with her. Then i started my short speech. The moment i went up, perhaps it was because of my thick thick NIV Bible with cover, Pastor Yew said.. Wow... pastor. I was like zhadou lor... But then i continued with a smile. Thank God for His grace and mercy, i manage to say everything loud and clear, though it was last minute preparation.

So after the service, Pastor Yew again called me... Pastor Andrew. I buat tak tahu la... Then i replied that Pastor Andrew is in KL Wesley... LOL!!! Many also said that i talked like a pastor.

I'm not afraid of being a pastor, in fact, im comfortable with that idea. But for the time being, that is my 2nd choice.

By the way, i'm struggling with the issue of obedience. I have the ability to resist temptations. But my flesh was desiring to sin. And i'm no longer that obedient boy.

i remember a verse in the Bible that said an obedient heart is better than any sacrifices. Hmm... even putting a lot into the offering bag doesn't please God if im not obedient...
3 agendas on Sat!
1. BK quiz
2. PC fair
3. having vegetarian meal


Let me talk about BK quiz first. Actually nothing much.. i met my bro Enoch there. His hair is now longer and more yeng. so jealous weh! MBS broke its record for the first time in history! We didn't get anything at all! Woohoo... Yeah..... So sad... By the way, Deborah was so shocked when she saw her name for the Elena Cooke trophy. She got third in Wilayah. haha! Philip and i was second! che wah!

then PC fair... not pork chop fair arr... So i was supposed to get my mummy a foldable keyboard, rubber that type, a notebook cooler and a flash drive for myself! In a nutshell, i got both cooler and flash drive the cheapest one. No regrets! Then i found the foldable keyboard. i realised i had not enough money and the stall did not have a card swiper. So i went around KLCC and look for a Maybank ATM. It took me an hour plus to look for one. With long queues everywhere, i got fed up and went to Hong Leong near Philharmornic Orchestra. Die lo... lost RM1 because i used Maybank Card. and i was wearing leather shoes... LEG PAIN!!! Most zhadou one is that after buying everything, i found one not so long queue behind the steps to Avenue K at the KLCC station. Stoooopid! It's a Maybank ATM, and the queue is sooooo short!

And that night... Mummy brought my family to a vegetarian restaurant. I'm not against vegetarianism. Daniel in the Bible was a vegan when he was in the Babylonian palace, and he was well blessed by God. Even one of the Christian fast is called Daniel fast, which is following Daniel's footsteps. But i really felt oppressed the moment im there. Partially is because the food sucks. Kononnya healthy choice, the soya bean milk has no sugar at all and possess the taste of overheated blender with partially melted plastic. EEEwwww!

Then, the restaurant was promoting vegetarianism and................... Buddhism. Again, i'm not against this religion, but i really felt oppressed when i was there. i lost my appetite. The LCD screen was showing about karma la... reincarnation la... and my free-thinker mom actually said there is reincarnation as sometimes she can see her past life. Hello! She has been married to my father for a good 20 years and she can still say that?! This is obviously not a Christian family! So i explained to her that there is incarnation, i.e. the resurrection of Christ, and definitely there is no reincarnation. i was surprised that she has philosophies about life... those irrational ones. like this, human are re-born after death coz if there is no re-born, the earth will be full of people and the earth has no end. Walau... please pray for her weh...

I wasted this Saturday...

Monday, July 28, 2008

Me president?!

today's the 1st time in my life that i'm chosen as president. In particular, the Badminton Club. I didn't really expected that. At least, i'm not desperate! i sucked in badminton + no badminton history at all. But apakan daya, the outgoing president and vice supported me. Few weeks ago when i voiced out my desire to join the club, it became a hit among the then members and EXCOs. It really surprised me as i only possess a relatively low popularity level in school.

On my way to the AGM venue, i was actually aiming for the Treasurer post, seeing that i'm already holding the accounts books of CF and District MYF. I didn't even bring a whole gang of friends to vote for me, like what 4K did, which nearly dominated almost all the clubs. But many of my L6K friends were there, to my another surprise.

Anyway, this was my speech, realising that other nominees are good players. a short prayer was said before this. So this is what i told them. "i'm not here to blow water, honestly i don't have history in badminton at all. But if you think that i can manage the club well, why not, vote for me?" That's all. And i was chosen. Guess what? Someone told me i got 55 votes. Wow.

Soon after that, i saw the acocunts book. Fooooiiiiiyoh! Thank God i didn't step down and take this post. The book is simply messy with receipts stapled almost everywhere. Now i really thank God that i'm the president.

May God bless me in my presidency of this club and treasureship of CF and District MYF, not forgetting my studies, horizontal and vertical relationships and small little ministries for God!

Thursday, July 24, 2008

These few days, the quiet time material Our Daily Bread and the 40 days prayer booklet led me to Romans 12. It's about being a living sacrifice for God, holy and pleasing to Him. That passage also talks about spiritual gifts.

The day before Prefectorial Board AGM, Benny chatted with me via MSN. He was kind of nervous. All i did was to tell him not to worry and seek God's kingdom and righteousness first as in Matt 6:33. After some conversations, he said he felt better. Walau... i seriously God is speaking through me lor...despite of my disobedience, He still used me to be His mouthpiece. And i'm exercising my spiritual gifts as well. Wah... God is so great!

And i can see that God loves Benny very much. it must be because Benny does his Quiet Time faithfully, and Benny must be having an intimate relationship with God. Every morning i can see him in canteen reading ODB or praying. Such a faithful friend. I should learn like him.