Graduation Daie

Sigh.. so sad. 2nd graduation is MBS.

I was kinda emo, and i can't stop my mind from thinking those things that some ppl think are extreme.

when i shook Pn Loh Tzu Lee's hand, she said... see you at the top. Two things came across my mind.

1. To do very well academically and in life.
2. To see her in heaven when we are lifted up on the Day

well, such a wonderful christian teacher telling me that. and that started to trigger that thought in my mind....while we were taking pictures at the terrace, my mind wonders...how many of these ppl will actually meet me in heaven?

oh Droool!!! stop being emo!

oh no....

Yesterday was a cooking comeptition among care groups. So happen the night before was mooncake festival. As expected, my grandmother will cook a lot of chunted dishes. The only thing that was imperfect was...i was not at home... so sad huh. Mooncake fest staying alone. Ppl having mooncake, i'm having a piece of roadside stall burger as my dinner.

So came Sunday morning. After service, almost everyone started getting busy preparing the food. My sis annoyingly came to me and kept nagging me about this la that la... and i have to go to my mom's car to eat all those whatever dinner that was left for me. Oh shoot.. worst still, my counselor called me thru the mobile phone to tell me to get to the station like.. NOW.

Oh i was soooo impatient. When i was eating those "stuffs", i just showed my impatience to my mom. She gave in to my bad attitude, but i felt bad after that. Amboi... soooooo guilty! And the day was obviously bad. My counselor and i seldom have the same idea. Aiya.. what to do... keep quiet lo. Just follow what he says.

What a bad day.

i thought i was alone, until...

after hearing good comments about the movie UP, i'd decided to watch it. haiz... but no one wants to join me. All because of the timing. So no choice la, i went alone after CF last friday.

I chose to sit at the most back row, with an empty seat on my left and 2 empty seats on my right, just to make sure no one sees me cry. The movie was touching ma... really heart-warming, and i really cried leh... only tears rolled down, not wailing, k?

But just before the movie started, a couple sat beside me. i was like... oh no... someone's gonna see me cry like a baby... in my mbs prefect uniform sumore... But what surprised me was, hey the guy is my friend who studies in singapore! 1st met him in YLDP, roommate leh... so coincident! but i believe it's God's arrangement la. He provided a friend to sort of accompany me to watch that movie. haha. actually he's watching that with his gf la.

interesting part is, everytime he comes back to kl, for sure he'll see me. haha. last time was in puduraya.

wah lau...

How sweet it was when God answers your prayer.

i was supposed to meet up with Chia Ching, June, Enoch and Matthew in Mid Valley today. Because of my bio practical, i reached there late. So when i reached the cinema, i doubted whether i should make a call to Chia Ching. So i prayed in my heart that i will meet them in 5 seconds. True enough, when i counted from 5 to 0, someone patted my back. It was Ching! haha. God is so 'geng' rite?

just for fun

1. What is your name : Andrew
2. A four Letter Word : Apek, Akua, A soh,Ares, AHHH!
3. A boy's Name : Andre
4. A girl's Name : Andrea
5. An occupation : Accountant
6. A color : Apple Red
7. Something you'll wear : Adidas
8. missing?
9. A food : apple pie
10. Something found in the bathroom: Ajax fabuloso
11. A place : Alexandria
12. A reason for being late : Aiya... suck chair (traffic jam in canto)
13. Something you'd shout : Adoi!
14. A movie title : Aliens vs Monsters (it's the same as Monsters vs Aliens ma...)
15. Something you drink : Anything... counterpart of Whatever
16. A musical group : Avalon
17. An animal : ape
18. A road name : Jalan Ara
19. A type of car : Avanza
20. The title of a song : Amazing grace

war

the worst battle perhaps is not WW1, WW2 or some big big wars.

it's the battle between your body and your soul. What do you think?

good friend arr? think again

i have this very good friend. i hope so. that's what people say when they see us.

when she reads this, im sure she knows that im talking about her.

we were not close since last time. only when f5 is about to end, i started to get close to her. We went to camps, "school" and did almost everything together. in many people's eyes, we are supposed to be good friends. at least my own expectations.

but what grieved me.. or rather just mere disappointment, was the fact that we are not good friends. she might have thought that we are but in reality, we are not!

tell you what happened. in class, i tried my best to motivate her to study, because she's like dying practically in every class. i myself was not doing well, but at the same time, i don't want to see her die in the battle with STPM. therefore, sacrificing my own little time of listening to lectures, i motioned her to be alert and study if she "fishing" on the other side of the classroom.

she just likes to share her romance story and interest with me, which were not really related to me. but when i try to share my own stories or views, i doubt that she listens. and she will try to prove to me that she listened to me by repeating what i said. such hypocrite. maybe i shudn't judge. worse still, sometimes when i try to say something impressive, she will pakat with other frens to ignore me, saying that i was about to tell a lame joke. and this became a cool thing among them. so ouch! but when she says something, everyone is willing to listen.

she already had her group of friends. the 'pig and dog' friends, who do nothing but sleep or talk during class. so hard to get her to sit down with me to have a light conversation. often when i finally got her to sit down with me, she will somehow or rather got attracted by other things. worse still, i will be the subject chosen to be ignored. what kind of friend is this? i tried to advise, but being ignored. nonsense. what to do? she's so popular. everyone loves her. when i offered to pray for her, she will prefer not to do it on the spot, as if im gonna laying hands on her head or shoulder. instead, pray for her later at the time when i will pray.

i was just trying to offer what i have to be a good friend to her, yet 99% are in vain.

maybe i shouldn't expect so much from her.

this kind of friend is soooo difficult to love. but yet im supposed to be accountable to her and vice versa. hard la... should i continue to pray for her, encouraged her and give her the best support? I always counsel people with Luke 6:27,28. ....Pray for those who mistreat you. i really don't know what to do. Should i continue to place her in my heart as a burden to pray for her? so much hurt i got from her. which she thought it was ok for me to bear.

after reading this, i can imagine her reply, saying sorry la.. she didn't intend to la... i think too much la... im too sensitive la... whatever. but im not surprised that she will remain the same, cuz i think she never really take me as a good friend, only taking advantage of me when she needs something, thinking that im her locker or safe. nonsense.

heatwave? lol

everyone was complaining that it was very hot this afternoon. heat wave konon... but i didn't feel anything also. i felt alright, just that my face getting more oily. should i bring my cleanser to school?