Tuesday, April 29, 2008

chicken or egg 1st?

Let's clear this doubt once and for all.
If you were to ask me chicken or egg 1st, my answer will always, always be CHICKEN 1st. Let's not argue like others who argued about this for ages.
This can definitely convince you guys and girls.
Genesis 1:25 God made the wild animals according to their kinds, the livestocks according to their kinds, and all the creatures tha move along the ground according to their kinds. And God saw that it was good.
Let's see. If there was an egg 1st, God woudn't have made Adam and Eve. God would make a sperm cell and an ovum cell. Think of it. It's not that chiiim after all.
So remember. Chicken exists first!

manner = become more man

Guys! Don't let anyone say that you have no manner! LOL. should be manners...

Today is kinda special. Well, i somehow start to think like a man. I feel more like a man. That's the result of spending much time with God, i guess.

Psalm 37:4 says, Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. Now that's encouraging and it just happened to me leh!

Sunday, April 27, 2008

bye bye day...

It was my 1st experience ever to let friends stay in my house. Better or worse still (i don't know), 3 slept on my bed last night. Historic event, huh?

On Thursday evening, Shaun the Sheep came down all the way down from Penang island to meet up with the JS people in HELP college, which was on Friday night, and also 'kai kai' a.k.a. lepaking on Saturday.

Then on Friday night, Chia Ching the mecho... not macho, and William the blur... they say 1...came. Kesian 3 of them for coming at the time when i was busy. Well, Friday still have to work. Shaun has to wake up super early & go to Times Square with me. Haha. The shops are not even opened then. Saturday was my anugerah cemerlang... err... speech day lar. 3 of them had to wake up early also. I guess it's too bad for 3 of them who is not so disciplined in waking up like me, especially William... sorry arr... bocor ur sleeping skills... You really can sleep.

So about today. It's their departure date. William was the 1st to leave. Once we reached Sentul , after some hugs, he left. Next was Shaun. Brought him to Puduraya bus station. He looked tired. Thank God that he's safe. Sms-ed me when he reached Penang.

Then Chia Ching's turn. This 1 have to say more.

In the KTM heading towards Seremban, Chia Ching dozed off. i was sitting beside him. As i looked at him, i can't help but to pray for him in my heart. All i could pray for him was that God will protect him and bless what he does, especially when he steps into fulltime ministry, which will be sooner or later. My eyes were wet. But i tried my best to hold my tears back.

For the first time, i felt that KTM trains are very fast. Why can't the train be a little slower so i could spend more time with him? Lol. i know i'll leave him very soon.

Reaching Serdang, Ching woke up. i didn't look at him. i didn't want him to see my eyes wet. He told me to take care and i just patted his left knee. Then i left. He was the only 1 that didn't hug me when we departed. Maybe he thinks that we are very near to each other. Or simply he's blur, just woke up from the nap. He also told me something like he feels safer to nap in the train when i was beside. That comforted me a bit because it sounded like i'm of some use to him.

This morning i actually planned to blog about the complaints about them in my house. But i prayed that God will lead me whether to blog about that. Well, i guess that's not appropriate, so i blog about this.

Never had i felt like crying for a friend whom i know for years, but as for this friend i knew for less than half a year, who had hurt me unknowingly, my heart felt the sorrow when i was about to leave him.

Lucky you, Chia Ching.

Perhaps blessed me, to have such a wonderful and vibrant friend like Ching.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

hollow specs

This is what happening to me now. After wearing specs for the whole day, even after taking it off now, occasionally i'll be adjusting my specs, which is not even on my face. Even the cleavage behind my ears felt like something kepiting my skull. Biasa in 1 day. LOL

Sunday, April 20, 2008

drive or not?

i think i'm a coward. i'm don't like to compete and i'm not competent.

i always put myself in those situations and those thoughts make me freak out.

For example, driving. Since that siao experience in Sitiawan and also two accidents that my brother met, which the first one i was in, i have a little trauma in it, especially when the car i'm in is so near to the next car.

In the car racing laps in Sitiawan, the maximum speed was only 60 km/hr. Even that, i felt the pressure. It was a suffering experience.

Last week after dinner, i had to follow my mummy to fetch my brother to PJ. He stays there mar. As she sped on the road (which i was thinking so, but for her, it's slow), i tried to relate myself in that situation. Lol. It was scary.

Now i doubt. Should i or should i not learn driving? Hmm...

tag=nag... x tahan weh

This 1 Michael Sam 1...

1. What have you realised recently?
i just got fatter...

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
to my pillows... lol... i dunno how many times lagi. my sleeping pose quite bad.

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 11 blog buddies you would take with you?
must be blog buddies meh? i dunno lar... but must bring all my js friends together lor esp my 2 bros...

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
somewhere over the rainbow

.5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
everyone on earth to be saved and brought up to heaven

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
duh... so many times... double rainbow is common nowadays

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
many things... but definitely not weight

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
if that 1 mil can save some souls to heaven, i'll consider investing on that...

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
if she loves me, haha... i'll try my best to make her confess to me

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
mike? lol... has he any? loud, noisy and friendly!

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
she must be... hmm... *giggles*... never mind...

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
do u have rights to hate anyone? Luke 6:27a says love ur enemies. Luke 10:27c says love ur neighbours as yourselves. See?

13. What is the one thing you cannot live without?
God's grace

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
be told in private

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
the love of GOD and His daily renewed mercies

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
not really. scared of overspending

17. If your house burned down, what is the ONE thing you’d save from your room?
my Bible cover with the Bible inside.

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
my siaoness

19. Whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
"andrew... i think u can become a pastor later"

20. [supposely my question] Are you happy you've been tag by me? why?
sort of... cuz i know people do read my posts.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Why men must be fit?

I think you guys and girls remember how i was so choosy in food, how i calculated the calories of the food i take and how i make sure my portion of food is lesser than most of the people.

In many people's eyes, these acts are normally done by girls or some super DFA people. You might even think i'm one of the two, or both. And i'm a metrosexual... whatever... whatever...

But try to think from another perspective. Why not cut down on calories and be fit? I am in a way being fair to my future spouse, if i ever have one.

Let's not make this a taboo subject. To be frank, both men and women wants to have good body contact with the partner, as in ahem... sex. This is planned by God to reproduce and enhance the couple's intimacy.

Imagine a wife who has a husband with big belly. Somehow she might think like this, "My friends husbands are so macho, so yeng, but my husband got big belly, so not attractive." Eventually this will lead to adultery. Many of us might think that love is blind. Love can cover all flaws. Hello? Wake up, that's agape. God agapes us, but still, our flaws are laid bare in front of Him. And how many would actually love their spouse enough to die for them? Not many, i would say.

In 1 Corinthians 7:14, it says "The wife's body does not belong to her alone but also to her husband. In the same way, the husband's body does not belong to him alone but also to his wife." When you get married, your body also belongs to your spouse. So take good care of it to please your spouse.

If a husband or a wife refuses to keep a healthy body, it somehow... i mean somehow... it reflects that person as someone who doesn't know how to manage his or her life well.

So from now on, start to prepare youselves for a happy and blissful marriage. Be fair to your spouse.

Friday, April 18, 2008

i got it again...

literally red HOT guy...

Sorry weh, my hair is not so nice at the moment.

By the way, i'm not kiasu ok? The McD people gave me one. I didn't beg from them.

Shit prawn

My father just called home and said he's not having his dinner at home. So kesian me because i have to eat his share.

Stupid prawn, got additional stuffs one. The dung lar...

what makes a christian a christian?

Lunch time for me was real beh syok.

Today the canteen in my working place served ice-cream for dessert. The staffs there were so 'smart' that they display it out, not in an ice box or fridge. So it was melting. The ice-creams are packed in hard little paper covered plastic containers so it's easy to be served.

The first thing when i collected my lunch and sat down was to open the ice-cream container and see how much it melted. It was melting fast and getting very soft, so i rushed back to the counter to get some ice to cover the container lar, at least can make it tahan a little longer.

So a stuff...yes! stuff again! She hor, like a little tak syok me. i tried to reason with her that i need those few cubes of ice to save my dessert. But she sort of scolded me, saying 'aiskrim ini sejuk sampai keras. Tak payah ais.' Then she sort of challenged me, 'Kalau aiskrim dah cair, you datang tukar.' Oh please, i've already taken a bite lar. Really feel like taking the ice-cream and throw on her face and say 'inilah keras!'. Or just simply make noise and embarass her. i didn't.

I returned to my place to finish my food. All i could think was that i don't want to finish the food and try my level best to say it that their food really sucks.

But then, something strucked me. Suddenly i remembered that i am supposed to be salt and light to my working place. Immediately i became like a good boy, though the anger is still in me. My thought switched. No point making so much trouble just over the meal. So i told myself to just finish the food on my plate and cabut back up to continue working.

Then i finished them, put the whole tray on a designated place, went back up.

Well, what makes a christian, a Christian? A Christian loves and forgives 77 times, or more. A Christian loves his/her enemies, does good to those who hate him/her, blesses those curse him/her and prays for those who mistreat them. Thank God that HE taught me this lesson even i was 'enjoying' something that throws my stomach upside down.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

i wear specs liao!!!

My face sucks, right?

My hair is undoubtly suckz... haiz... stupid camera lor. Take low quality pics.

tag lagi?!

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Do you think i will get married?

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
Eat, sleep and... whatever... i don't have enough sleep!

3. If you have a close close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
i hope i'll pray for him/her. Luke 6:28 2nd part says, "pray for those who mistreat you".

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Make an impact in the lives of Youth today

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
You can hardly or never survive in Klang Valley without money. Sure thing!

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
the LOVE of GOD

8. What do you feel like doing, right now?
rebond my hair and slim myself down

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
no gua... i'll wait for her to confess to me.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
James... hmm lemme think.
Cute... adorable but ug..ahem... jk lar. He looks cute with his specs lor.
Has a heart for God's work... he doesn't play a fool with his post
kind! He drove the Sentul kids to lrt station from PJ Trinity leh!

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
34-27-34... joking ler. she must be a Cantonese speaking Christian girl. Younger than i a little. Thinks maturely. Really fears God, not nominal Christian. Always wanting to attach to me yet able to give me personal space. Never dominates me. Loves me. Lets me kiss her forehead. more coming...

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
'Chuen' people who think so highly of themselves. My foot!

13. What is your ambition?
Getting a degree or whatever in Chinese Medicine and go become pastor after a few years of doctoring using Chinese herbs. my current ambition lar...

14. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
being a cool person to the point of 'lala'. i'm not against cool people ok...

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God, who is my Provider, Healer, Peace, Righteousness...

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
i want to be a more manly person, at the same time, gentle with a manly touch... x lembut type

18. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
i think only God. Not even my close friends i share everything. Sorry weh to you all, i hope u guys understand me, my close friends.

19. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Standing on the pulpit? slimmer? taller? more yeng? taking a patient's pulse? praying for people?

20. What would i love to do once in my life time?
lick the toilet floor. i already did that in PD Methodist Centre and would not do that again.

malas wanna tag people. if you feel like you want to kena tagged, feel free to copy this and inform me once you've done.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

kiasu kl folks... cannot tahan

You see, KL seems to be a place of wealth. But have you seriously think of it before, that the cost of living in KL is so high that the upah benar... err... Ekonomi Asas students know whats that.... yeah the upah benar is very low. Even small towns like Sitiawan, people earn lesser than KL folks, but can be richer than them, because the things are cheaper there. Upah benar higher. So you get the idea of upah benar now?

KL people can be soooooo kiasu. This happened on Tuesday after working hours. I was at the monorail station. Some McD guys were distributing some sort of leaflets. A woman asked for more. Coupons again. Yucks... The guy gave her a lot and even asked her to pass some to her friends. Both also kiasu.

So on Wednesday morning, i reached the station and was greeted by the McD guys... n girls. They were raising their voices and said "Mc Donald's free breakfast!" Wow. They passed to me one. See, i'm not kiasu, i didn't ask from them.

So this is it... no purchasing condition lagi.

Well, i actually sort of ran away on Tuesday evening to avoid receiving anymore leaflets. So, u think, was i stupid? i'm not kiasu ok!

God's grace is so wonderful

Let me start my story from the time i almost finish working.

My job ends at 6 p.m. It was 5.30 p.m. and the sky was pouring super heavily. All i did was to tell God in my heart that i'll be leaving at about 6.30 p.m., and the rain to stop completely at that time, because of my halfway done tasks. So when i left my office at 6.20p.m., well, the rain stopped completely. Walau eh... God really listen to my requests leh.

Then i was in the monorail station. As usual, that place is crowded. As the carriage came and people forced their way in, i was almost at the door. All i was thinking was that the guard will signal to shut the door before i enter, and i'll hop into the next one. But the guard... he stretched his left hand and swept the people in the carriage, including me! Then i thought, it could be God's will why i got in, perhaps to get the coming bus?

I guess it was. Just moments i reached the bus station after the monorail, just about 7, my only bus to home came. So it was for this reason lar... i got 'stuffed' into the carriage. If i were to get a later one, i guess the bus i'll hop in will be at 7.30 p.m.++. And guess what, the front door stopped just in front of me, that i do not have to 'fight' with other passangers to get in fast and get a place to stand. No place to sit liao... sometimes no place to stand oso...

Though these don't seem to be dramatic or great, but little blessings and good things that come in time or on time will be cherished by me. i can count my blessings and be thankful because of these, and these little encounters made me to have stronger faith in God. Thank Him...

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

kena tag... AGAIN!!!

this one is from Enwei... Miss Kuantan lor... this shows that im always popular... ceh perasan

List out Top 5 present you wish for:
1. A car. once i get 1 i'll learn driving
2. Sushi, fries, potato wedges, chicken patties, bacon wrap prawn... droolzz

3. hp with mp3... or just something portable that plays music
4. New hairstyle. Must be straight hair!
5. slim body, pimpleless face, tall frame...

The person who tagged me is Enwei

Your 5 impressions of Enwei:
1. eats a lot

2. won't get fat

3. kononnya Ms Kuantan. Neh, that Uncle Chye Kooi Loong lor, National War Historian called her that...

4. She cannot live without chocolate. Must be imported one lagi.
5. kacau-ed and continue kacau-ing me with fish

Most Memorable Things he/she has Give/Done for You

putting up a fish pic on her blog to annoy me and bacon+prawn pic to make me drool...

The Most Memorable Words he/she said to You

C. Tan arr....

If he/she becomes your lover

Choi!!! don't even think of that!

If he/she becomes your enemy

Won't lar... i'm too hot to be hated

Enwei arr... sorry weh... i malas want to tag other people... still got tags from others belum siap...

Monday, April 14, 2008

ciplak punya office...

Today i real beh syok...

First, let me talk about the electric supply. Walau eh... suddenly cut off twice, just after i came back from lunch. Then i found myself cannot do anything because almost everything there depend on electricity mar.

Then hor, something happened to the invoices i settled yesterday. Felt so stressed!

The worst one. My pay got delayed again! Really kee siao weh. Originally they agreed to pay me every Wednesday. Then it turned out to be Thursday. And the next pay was Friday , and then Monday. So sweat man!!! Anyway today i didn't get my pay also. They said my 3rd pay will be combined with my 4th pay and will be issued this Thursday. No delay again please...

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Pastor? me?

Today 2 people freaked me out.

1st was Kent, then aunty Patti.

After MYF, i packed the laptop and returned it to the church office. Then Kent came to me and said that whatever i did today, he saw the pastor in me. He said he wasn't joking. LOL, i freaked out 'kau kau' and told him not to prophesy at that time because i wasn't prepared for that challenge mar.

Then i was sitting on the bench, teaching Timothy Physics. Aunty Patti suddenly asked me whether i am going to be a pastor. i was so shocked and i looked at Kent who was sitting beside me and i told her that Kent just mentioned that he saw that pastor in me.

Well, this is what i did today in church and you decide whether i looked pastor-ish.

It was all last minute. Rekha called me about 20 minutes before service starts, when i was on the way to church. She said... MYF IS IN CHARGE OF CHILDREN MINISTRY!!! Wah siao... so last minute, how to prepare? Then she said think of something that has to do with love your enemies. Wow! That's my favourite verse leh! Woohoo!!!

So just before children ministry started, Rekha who was sitting beside me put her hand on my right knee cap and prayed for me without even telling me prior to that. I remembered Uncle Steven said of his own experience. Because he was rushing time, he was sort of not accepting the journey mercies prayer by a church in his heart. Soon after that he met with an accident but thank God both he and his daughter was unhurt. Immediately i agree with her prayer, fearing that God will take words away from me.

Then we all go up lor. Dee and Albert acted as two friends who didn't want to befriend Rekha because she pulled her hair. Albert even made a claim that if you want to keep nice hairstyle, do not befriend Rekha. Then i went to them and sort of counsel them and pop my favourite verse out. The whole thing went on quite smoothly lar.

After that was MYF, and instead of doing a live band or flaunt my 3 hours learnt piano chords for worship, i put up songs and do the worship session, like what we did in JS. Well, Rekha said at least the high I boys shut their gabs.

So these took place before the two of them freaked me out. It sounds like a confirmation leh. But if i really have to step my feet into this field, well, i know God will guide me 1...

learning chords!

This happened yesterday. After 1/2 day of work, i went to church to kononnya practise some songs with the piano with Wen Dee's help. Actually at the end i didn't practise any songs, but i got to learn piano chords.

Haha... Didn't know that piano chords is so easy. Also thank Dee for her free piano class. LOL. She had to bear my siao-ness for that 3 hours. Kesian her.

Friday, April 11, 2008

tough day... err... tough hour...

The 9th BK Postal Quiz.

So tough man!!!

I got some wrong... so malufying... haiz...

Thursday, April 10, 2008

BK postal quizzie

Tomorrow will be BK Postal quiz in MBS. Not drawing poster lar... i used 2 have that thought last time when i was in F1 F2. Postal simple means that quiz will come by post. i awedi took leave just for this day ler.

Acts 1-10 and Genesis 1-3, Good News Bible. Hope i can do well.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Today deep in my heart, i cursed the suppliers 'kau kau'!!! That was becaused they made the statements and invoices kelam-kabut. This caused them to be not tally. Some even showed obvious wrong calculations on da invoices. The Cost Control Dept. has their part to be blamed as well, as they are supposed to calculate the sum of each invoice before sending to Accounts Dept.

i think i know why the cursings came to my mind. i think too highly of myself. i think that i can be such a professional in accountancy even without the basic accounts education in school. all i can think was that, why can't they be honest? why must they cheat? why must they be so careless? They... i mean the CC Dept. ... should be fired!!!

Haiz, never mind lar. Still have to thank God for guiding me to point out mistakes. i think i'm like Joseph in the Old Testament. Because of my presence there, things get better due to God's many blessings upon me. It's a way to show God's glory to others you know... Haha... Praise Him!!!

Monday, April 07, 2008

giler kuase

Seriously, though i look bubbly or super DFA sometimes, i'm very ugly. i realised that i'm actually a super gile kuaser person... gila kuasa lar...

Well, i always wanted to be up up up... the glamour, the pride, the limelight, the fans, the friends, the recognition... but i never know the hard work and efforts that one on the top has to offer.

These few instances are similar. And the common points are that God was and is involved.

Firstly, let me talk about my life as a prefect. A brief one. Election is around the corner. The 'bit*hes' just got more 'bit*hy'. Well, sorry for this harsh word. But they were really that. Almost every prefect in F4 in that year did their own 'campaign'. I did it i guess. I wanted to be high above. At least some Executive Committee posts. I ended up being a Head of Committee for one of the committees immediately below the EXCO.

Then, about my SPM. I always wanted to get full A's in my public exams. Well, that happened for me for UPSR & PMR. But just before i receive the news about my SPM results, the voice in me told me to 'expect the unexpected'. The results turned out to be really unexpected. Not full A's, but a considered-good result, with surprises here and there.

Next is the recent one. District MYF elections. In my mind, all i was thinking was the top post. But until the few minutes of the transition time between the end of the elections of the Southen and Selangor district committees and the beginning of the Federal district one, i went to the washroom. On my way, i prayed to God that if He raises me up to that position, He will help me through. Even if i do not get any post, i will be happy for the ones elected and will help them. Just to ease my kan cheong-ness and to prepare to be disappointed lar.

My name was nominated twice for the president and treasurer post. i got treasurer ler. Quite an easy thing i guess. William who is the secretary agrees that both of us will help each other since i'm slightly good in words and he is good in numbers. So no swapping of posts. LOL.

From this 3 instances, the common thing is that God did not put me in the highest place yet did not leave me out. He puts me at the right place, just right! It's true wad... because a person who has no vision like me is better to help than to organise. So the post of a treasurer is just nice for me.

i gained confidence but at the same time, no pride. So i can say that God did not cut off or lift up high my horn. horn=power,authority... . He only trim my horn to be a nice one. Haha. Thank and praise HIM!!!

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Jesus rocks?

After a youth camp or a Christian concert, many youths will say "Jesus rawks!!!" or something similar. Those cool, cool statements about Jesus lar. Well, it's normal. And it's true. Jesus is awesome.

Well, does that statement come deep from their heart, or they just simply got emo after some praise and worship sessions?

When disaster strikes, your partner betrays you, your friends gossip about you, your waistline just increased, your exam results sucks, your favourite bolster is taken away from you, your pants has a hole, your hair is no longer 'chun', your pimples grow super fast, your chocolate bar is eaten by worms, you are scolded for nothing, your Christian friends sort of not supporting you, your idea is banned bulat-bulat... Will you still say Jesus rocks?

You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord, blessed be Your Name

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

msn freakz...

Accounts Department is only 1 level above Sales Department, in Equatorial lar. The only way down from Acc Dept is the stairs, and the only way out from the hotel is the magneted door in Sales. As i have done my work and called it a day, i walked down lor... sorry for the granny story...

When i almost reach Sales, i heard the familiar sound... it's MSN!!! i saw a girl using MSN while she's still doing her work. Wow... Accounts never had this priviledge, at least not the PC in front of me. 1st of all, the monitor is a flat screen, sounds good huh? The programme is Windows 95! 2nd, no internet connection. 3rd, Accounts never have extra free time. Bosses and staffs in Accounts often come early and return late. Even during lunch hour, they have their meals fast and return to their seats within 1/2 hour time. That's me lar... LOL... and some others. See, Accounts is all the time busy especially during end of the month until the 4th of the next month, with suppliers calling almost non-stop asking about their payments. Real fortunate bunch of Sales people!!!

And now i know why Shu Yi can go MSN while in office... Hmm...