As usual la... normally HC time i sure emo 1. most of the time. Esp when the sound system is playing all those emo hymns.. haha. if im not a tough guy, i would have been crying every HC. No joke!
Then this reminded me of the 2nd week of this year when the Jeremiah School 2008 visited LMC Puchong. This is their logo and the congregation.
Hey that's Doreen and James! Behind is Vivian and Michele! Darynn also! Got this pic from google.
K la.. so we go back to where we were.
That was the 2nd weekend of JS and all Js-ers are supposed to spend the weekend in one of the Methodist Church listed. So far i was high-spirited all the time since JS had begun. Everyone can see that.
So on that Sunday, LMCP was having their HC during their service. After taking the communion, i just felt very bad la... i was thinking to myself that im such a bad and unworthy person, how can i take the communion?.. Just before this we had to read the prayer.. the "Merciful God, we have not love you with our whole heart..." that one. And when The sentence "In Jesus name, you are forgiven" is read, walau.. my heart was so stirred. So after taking the communion, i sat a while. Really cannot tahan my emotions liao, and i rushed to the toilet and wept... i tell you which toilet arr... haha. When you go into the Sanctuary, u'll see a door on the left corner ma.. U walk in, it is the pantry. turn right and u'll see two toilets. I'm emo-ed in the left one!!! haha!!!
After service, JS-ers were all busy fellowshipping with one another and youths in LMC. I mah sat beside continue emo-ing and i rmb Austin was napping.. haha caught u! Many of my 1 week+ friends started realising it and asked me what happened. All oso realised that i was so high-spirited in the morning and suddenly quiet down so fast. i din tell many what happened la... juz said tired.. sowee JS-ers... i kinda lied to u all
Some people say they can sense God's presence in corporate prayer, big big noisy concerts...
Some people say they can sense God's presence in corporate prayer, big big noisy concerts...
But for me.. in silent and solitude and sometimes... when im alone...
7 comments:
wahh i knew something was not right that day... see, i know you were emo-ing... you can't hide your emo-ness from all of us! =D
and i agree with your last sentence!!
-it is great that u could feel the presence of God and feel the sins that graves the Fathers heart
yea, even if u hide it, u're hailing it all in front of us. So it's not difficult to see hon cry, haha!
in yldp, i learnt that holy communion is not play play 1. i really thank God for giving me such emo feelings that i will not take it for granted...
Daniel arr..i think u mean "grieves the Father's heart"..
haha.... u hv to forgive Daniel la... he's too engrossed wif being an English teacher d....
N now only i rmmbr dat photo... no wonder it seemed so familiar dat day... haiz...
n u btr teach me how to upload my photos here lo...Anne complain dat mine is too plain d..
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