i choose to release her...

kinda painful la... but im not sad. i know i just did the right thing.

Perhaps this is the shortest crush ever in my life. Not really crush but i do like her.


The reason i release her from my 'possesion' is because of another brother. He is even younger than her, that is, he's F5. On Thursday night, it was rare that he's online. So after some conversations, he himself said he likes her also. He likes her inner beauty.

i was thinking. Why la both of us always like the same girl? last time it was another her, now this her. This is like let's say we are playing mahjong. When i call 'sik wu' (means i almost win), he's the one who 'zid wu' (means he block me from winning). By the way i don't play mahjong.

i love this friend of mine very much. Even he's younger than i, i learnt a lot from him. In order not to lose this such wonderful friend, i choose to make this sacrifice. hopefully the two of them will be happy.

well, i can say that she's not whom God wants for me. i'll wait with faith.

i BLESS THEIR RELATIONSHIP.