Who do you say that I am?
This was what Jesus asked Peter in Luke 9. If He were to ask me straight on my face, what should i answer Him?
When i was young...
You are Jesus loh... i know You love us loh...
When i was facing exams...
You are the One who leads me and let me get good grades even i didn't study well...
When i felt dejected...
You are my friend
When i face problems...
You are my Deliverer
You will help me with my problems
When i am happy...
You are the One blessing me
When i'm in church...
You are my Saviour of my sins
When i'm in BK class...
You are the subject that i'm learning
and, You touched my heart everytime i attend the class
When i'm in the bus, going back late...
You again touched my heart everytime i read
the Gospel according to Luke
When i'm in JS...
You are my Comforter
my Friend
my future Revealer
When i was doing field work in Kampar...
You are the One i'm supposed to proclaim
When i'm doing mentoring with my brothers...
You are the One we include at the end of our conversation
When i want to sleep...
You are the One i talk to, thank, and
i know You hear my prayers
But Lord, i'm so sorry. Though You have so many identity throughout my life, many of them are not deep from my heart.
If You really ask me this question now, i'll say
You are the One who should give me this this this
and solve that that that problems...
Sorry for treating You like a slave, instead of making You
the Lord of Lords in my heart
Sorry for not putting You in my mind all the time
i do remember You most of the time, but that makes me proud
Sorry for not being a good testimony for You
Sorry for failing to be salt and light for the people around me
Sorry for my misbehaviour
Sorry for not walking the talk
Sorry that i don't love everyone
Sorry for showing favouritism towards certain people
Sorry for not obeying Your Word
Sorry for having the anger in my heart
Sorry for having the lust
Sorry Lord...
Be my Friend, King, Redeemer, Saviour, Comforter and Lord once again... hold me... do not let me fall again.
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1 comment:
hey,be strong!!
what you had learnt,apply it.. put it in ur heart. god hears u
god loves u!;)
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