My Testimony in the Youth Prayer Conference

For four consecutive years i've joined the TRAC National Youth Prayer Conference. This year (March 2010), i attended this merely because i'm a youth leader and i thought i should lead by example. Prior to this, i had lots of frustrations at home, church, MYF and so on. I cannot take them any longer and longed for a sabbatical leave, and this came at the right time! But little did i know that great blessings awaited me.

i often envied my friends who have devoted Christian parents and offer godly advices. When i needed the support, my parents will often be the wet blanket.

On the other hand, we know how ugly are the things around us. When can we stop complaining and get on to our knees to pray? God will not hold them accountable but us, the Christians because we failed to intercede for our homes and Country!

God gave me this word and confirmed it again-FAITH. With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible (Matthew 19:26). Will we trust God to make things possible?

hmmm...

It has been more than half a year i abandoned my blog. Well, i believe many are still waiting for updates. (Yes i do believe that)

Time to get into another chapter of my life. My first degree. With much joy, i just cant wait to get in there. It's God's calling to be an educator. With all the things i've been through, the joy and the pain, the happiness and sadness, the up-times and down-times, i'm now where i am now, ready to experience yet another adventure. God is full of surprises!

If Facebook is not as easily, conveniently accessible..a.k.a connection is bad, i guess i'll be blogging more about my uni life.

God bless all of you, my dears.

God will provide? answer is YES!

You probably don't know that i limit my daily expenditure to RM5 only. And that's only food. basically, i don't spend on other things unless necessary. Got LRT card.

ok let me break down my expenses:

Breakfast-RM1. canteen has a noodle stall that sells fried noodles at RM1

Recess- normally no. Occasionally RM 1+ on a piece of sandwich. that stall has lesser crowd. don't like to queue up in a long line.

Lunch-RM2. Rice la..nth else

Dinner-RM2 rice from the same stall. Pack home. i mean..pack back to church. i stay in church ma...

Ok so yesterday arr... I left RM 1 in my wallet and i was thinking what to buy for dinner. If i cant get it from school, means i'll have to use the extra money for savings to buy dinner. i want to save some money ma. please dont say that i'm kiam siap arr...

So dunno how arr...suddenly some of my L6 juniors came into the prefects' room. They came in with some boxes of rice. Leftover from the debating club. wahhahaha..still nice and fresh.

yea God provides. Yahweh Yireh!

Graduation Daie

Sigh.. so sad. 2nd graduation is MBS.

I was kinda emo, and i can't stop my mind from thinking those things that some ppl think are extreme.

when i shook Pn Loh Tzu Lee's hand, she said... see you at the top. Two things came across my mind.

1. To do very well academically and in life.
2. To see her in heaven when we are lifted up on the Day

well, such a wonderful christian teacher telling me that. and that started to trigger that thought in my mind....while we were taking pictures at the terrace, my mind wonders...how many of these ppl will actually meet me in heaven?

oh Droool!!! stop being emo!

oh no....

Yesterday was a cooking comeptition among care groups. So happen the night before was mooncake festival. As expected, my grandmother will cook a lot of chunted dishes. The only thing that was imperfect was...i was not at home... so sad huh. Mooncake fest staying alone. Ppl having mooncake, i'm having a piece of roadside stall burger as my dinner.

So came Sunday morning. After service, almost everyone started getting busy preparing the food. My sis annoyingly came to me and kept nagging me about this la that la... and i have to go to my mom's car to eat all those whatever dinner that was left for me. Oh shoot.. worst still, my counselor called me thru the mobile phone to tell me to get to the station like.. NOW.

Oh i was soooo impatient. When i was eating those "stuffs", i just showed my impatience to my mom. She gave in to my bad attitude, but i felt bad after that. Amboi... soooooo guilty! And the day was obviously bad. My counselor and i seldom have the same idea. Aiya.. what to do... keep quiet lo. Just follow what he says.

What a bad day.

i thought i was alone, until...

after hearing good comments about the movie UP, i'd decided to watch it. haiz... but no one wants to join me. All because of the timing. So no choice la, i went alone after CF last friday.

I chose to sit at the most back row, with an empty seat on my left and 2 empty seats on my right, just to make sure no one sees me cry. The movie was touching ma... really heart-warming, and i really cried leh... only tears rolled down, not wailing, k?

But just before the movie started, a couple sat beside me. i was like... oh no... someone's gonna see me cry like a baby... in my mbs prefect uniform sumore... But what surprised me was, hey the guy is my friend who studies in singapore! 1st met him in YLDP, roommate leh... so coincident! but i believe it's God's arrangement la. He provided a friend to sort of accompany me to watch that movie. haha. actually he's watching that with his gf la.

interesting part is, everytime he comes back to kl, for sure he'll see me. haha. last time was in puduraya.

wah lau...

How sweet it was when God answers your prayer.

i was supposed to meet up with Chia Ching, June, Enoch and Matthew in Mid Valley today. Because of my bio practical, i reached there late. So when i reached the cinema, i doubted whether i should make a call to Chia Ching. So i prayed in my heart that i will meet them in 5 seconds. True enough, when i counted from 5 to 0, someone patted my back. It was Ching! haha. God is so 'geng' rite?