Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Blur case hon hon

Heheh! Last Sunday i was super blur...

Normally after church announcements, it will be children ministry time. It was during announcement that i opened my bulletin and saw...Children Ministry-Team Paul. Hey itz my team! Woohoo... but wait... i didn't prepare a thing! Noooo.........

Fortunately i remembered that currently children ministry now is doing a series of lessons about the tongue. So without any of the Bible references which i always had, i just went out and speak. I asked the kiddies whether they had said any good things about their friends and family or not.. Then the "me" was back... my perasan-ness. i asked them whether they have anything good to say about me... lol... i heard from the congregation "hot".. haha it was Wen Dee lar...

Later after that some uncles came to me and said i did well and had the gift of impromptu, since i told them i didn't prepare. Dunno whether they are flattering me or not..

Really have to thank God for this... if not i would have been in deep trouble... haiz... God please forgive me....

Saturday, November 15, 2008

tagged by Kieran da... da wad arr... wadeva la...

1. What is the relationship of you with him/her?
Senior-junior

2. Your 5 impressions towards her?
1. Talkative
2. Loud
3. Cute (citation needed)... lol
4. Tall?????? a bit la...
5. Not serious when on duty?

3. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
recite Prefect's Oath in front of me

4. The most memorable thing she has said to you?
Andrew is HOT!

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will..
Choi!

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will..
Still love him. Love your enemies... Luke 6:27.

7. If she becomes your lover, she has to improve on..
No way no way!

8. If she becomes your enemy, the reason(s) is/are..
He yeong sui? no la no la... haha

9. The most desirable thing to do for her is?
Make him a better prefect

10. The overall impression of her is..
i see him i turn away... lol... he's still cute la... later dunno how...

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
A lame guy... with a little HOTNESS, perhaps?

12. The character for you for yourself is?
macho? i dunno la...

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Stupidity

14. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Jesus? Paul?

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
erm... haha.. u want chocolate?

ten people to tag:
1 Wen Dee
2 Enwei
3 Addison H20
4 Shaun
5 Chia Ching
6 Daniel
7 Enoch
8 Benny
9. Joanna
10. Shin Yin

Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
Her PC.. it think so

Is number 3 a male of a female?
dunno... some "girl" claimed that 3 is "her" gf... and the "girl" is 3's bf... complicated...

If number 7 and 4 were together would it be a good thing?
Maybe... together as friends ma... u think wad?

How about number 5 and 8?
They dunno each other la...

What is number 1 studying about?
Matrics!

Say something about 6?
My bro!

When was the last time you had a chat with them?
School, msn...

Monday, November 10, 2008

aiyor...

it was already kind of long ago, but i still feel that unhappiness deep in my heart. Often i'll recall this incident and made me feel bitter. Still 耿 耿 于 怀 lor...

i know i should stop thinking this. It sounds selfish. But i really have the "what the!" feeling.

Prefects's election was weeks ago. A friday. And this was a real surprising one. All these while since returning for F6, i'm already aiming for the post Vice-captain 2 as allocated for a F6 male prefect. i tried my best in everything and making sure my initial to be up on the formal board as less frequent as possible. well, that is to record prefects who are late, failed to do their cleaning duties and the fines. Seriously, my name seldom went up. The times when it was up was only because i forgot to sign in my name. That's all. I was never late.

With all these "resumes", i thought i'm getting nearer and nearer to that post...

Then all the flatters... so many of my juniors kept telling me that they are gonna vote for me la... future VC2 la... all these... But on election day, everything became so different. I didn't get voted. Hippocrites!

First of all was Mr Wong's speech. He said that he "strongly recommend" Allan to be the Vice Captain. Many past leaders were actually overlooked, according to Mr Wong. Well, the result is... Kar Wee got the post as VC while Allan got VC2. and VC2 is supposed to be a F6 prefect. Allan is in F4.

Ok fine. 1 more potential post for F6 male prefects is the Assistant Treasurer. I fought every chance to get to be nominated. Yea i got nominated finally, but Weixing got voted.

Of course i don't feel nice la... Let's see again Mr Wong's speech. He said many leaders were overlooked. And he said Allan can be one. But you see, he only saw Allan stood out a lot. And if i were to argue, i would have said he overlooked me! Also, the Constitution is the thing that we prefects held up high. But Yee Seng the outgoing Captain did not even discuss the matter with the whole Board and just open the nomination of VC2 for F4 prefects as well. Obviously not fair mar...

So i went to Pn Khaw, my prefects teacher advisor and also my Christian Fellowship teacher to talked about this. She said i can't appeal to change it because it is like giving a slap to the Mr Wong and the whole Board since he is the one voted by them. OK lor... i'm okay with that decision. it makes sense.

Now about Asst. Treasurer. I heard from one of the people who counted the ballots that Weixing has the same number of votes as i. And why is he selected but not me? Interesting answer... Weixing has no fire already.. so by giving him this post, he can be fired up. As for me... i have to concentrate in my studies. HELLO! does this make sense at all?! if concentrating in studies is a reason, they might as well not elect Joanna to be the Head Girl. Tell any of the F4 prefects to wear a skirt and get the Girl's room key la! i i think this is utter nonsense. i mean this is my opinion... im not scolding anyone. Any of the former prefects who knows this will have the same opinion as i, this im very sure!

If i were to get a post, i can be sort of an advisor because i have experience me. And if they dare to say to be an advisor, i don't have to be an EXCO, i would have replied that Allan does not need to be an EXCO to show his leadership qualities. It's not a fair statement for Allan obviously... but think la... will it be fair for Addison and i? and guess what? many of the EXCOs have their initials on the formal board. you know what i mean.

Anyway, since they are already elected, i can't be shooting them or forcing them to step down. Have to cooperate with them lor... what to do? God placed them there. I must have faith that God has His plan for the Board.

I just hope all EXCOs can work well together with good attitudes. I still love them though.

Hopefully God will deliver me from this bitterness. Even with this bitter feeling, i will still perform my duties as efficient as possible.

It might sound foolish to post this up. But if it is wrong to express my feelings in a mild way, i have nothing to say.

May God bless you all.

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Sheep's tag

This Shaun arr... tag me but didn't leave a msg in my chatbox...

Instructions:Bold the statements that are true to you.Italicize the statements that you wish were true.Leave the fibs alone.Then, poke 5 people to do the same test.--------------------------------------------------- which i don't care... i leave comments behind the sentence.

I’m 170cm tall.... where got... 169.9 gua... lol...
I don’t know what I want at the moment. quite impossible... i want food!
I’m not happy. maybe.
I hate my friends. No way!
I hate my life... err...
I hate my grades.agree! i failed in maths and chemistry!
He drives. Who is "he"?
I’m bored of driving... Please la.. i can't even drive!
I have a white handbag... gross
I love dancing... not really... it shows my flabiness...
I go clubbing every week. No money!
Shopping is bullshit. yea...
I have a tattoo of a star... never like tattoo
I got my navel pierced...don't like pierceing
I have friends that take drugs.... don't know dont care.
90% of my friends smoke... no lar...
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty. oh please... i don't even have an ex
I’m studying Fashion. No way...
I have a business running... yea.. toilet business...
I hate cartoons. some la...
I hate someone... do i?
I have 10 Guess handbags.... pasar malam ones...
I buy CLEO every month... CLEO is what? can eat one arr?
My parents don’t know about my blog... yea!!! haha...
I have an iPod.... x have la..
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.don't have any"one"
My school mates know about my blog. Yup...
I wanted to be a fashion designer. Over my dead body.
I love rock emo bands.Over their dead bodies...
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups....anor...
I’m a rebel. Sometimes...
I’m starting to like wearing dresses.... im not a transvestite!!!
I don’t believe in love.... You don't? i do!
High school's filled with drama... yea somehow...
My parents have faith in me... not so sure...
I’ve bought shoes this month.... no la...
A blogger bitched about me before.... err... bithced...?
I hate sports.... a big YES!!!
I heart Italian food.... not really
I hate meeting new people.... no...
I hate nail polish.... x like the smell
The mother bear gives me hugs... never dreamt about that..
People should start appreciating me.... yea
High school was the worst time of my life.... yeaka...
I have red hair.... dream on...
One Utama is my second home.... that's the last place i wanna go...
I’m a guy.... duh!
I’m scared of my Biology exam.... a bit ler... Bio only la... fail mah fail lo...
I hate vacations. dunno...
We’ll last.... i prefer to be the first... lame!
I believe in long distance relationships... yup!
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon. nice meh? i prefer food.
I’ve robbed an old lady. i'm not that cruel...
I’m starting to like applying make-up. on my pimples?
I was a tomboy.... im am boy but my name is not Tom.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.... have i not answered u?
I love bitching about people behind their backs.... im a guy, therefore i cannot be a bitch..
I still have a best friend. many...
I have a cat... no
I hate surprise parties.... i love it!
I hate planning parties.... yea... boring
I’m hot. no doubts!
I’m a sinner. yea...
I’ve got a DS/DS light.Wads dat?
I have a Wii....zzzz
I can live without music.... no way...
Video games are a waste of time....agree... *Addison read this please...*
I miss the father bear.... i dont have bears...
I love being in love.yea... huhu...
I know how to cook.yea... cuz i love to eat!
I have 100% freedom... 70++ % onli la...
Boys are assholes.... u wanna get a slap izit?
I hate Math... must make myself to love it...
I love horror films... yea... esp the disaster type
I’m happy with what I have... a bit more la...
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.. no comments
My old friends keep in touch with me....some...
I don’t read newspapers... got la...
The news is such a waste of time.... that's why i blog..
Blogging is a waste of time... that's why i wasted plenty of time..
I hate animals.... no ler...
I can’t live without make-up... should change to... i can't live with make-up
I curse like a pirate.... a pirate's boss... to be accurate..
I’m happy with my 11 year old car... come on, i dont even have a license..
I hate people that are smart... esp those who doesn't want to obey the rules...
I love Apple Juice.yes!
I can’t drink for nuts. ...?
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.... har no la... im sure got some..
I’ve got a new phone.... no ler...
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.... no way la..
I love swimming.... i guess i can only float...
I haven’t worked out since March... never work out before...
I think I’m fat.... kind of...
I love my friends and family...duh...

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

thou shall not kill... but i killed!!!

Today at 2pm, L6K bio students are supposed 2 KILL!

No la.. haha... technically yeala... we killed. But it was grasshoppers and flies.

1st, i killed the fly with chloroform. So sad weh... i just caught it with Janice yesterday after Physics tuition near the wet market in Chee Cheong Kai. So many people in Petaling Street saw us with curious eyes. Later i found out that i had a little feeling for this poor friend.. but have to kill... so sad. Ok... i moist some cotton with chloroform and stuffed into the container. The fly didn't die immediately la. Then dunno how, it flew to the chloroform drop on the bottom of the cup and died instantly... din even wave goodbye 2 me... boohoo...

The grasshopper lagi cham la i tell u. Killing it was already an agony for me. Cuz it died so slowly! WASTE MY TIME! Kee siao! no la... cuz there were 2 grassies inside, and i have to kill both, even i needed only 1. the chroloform cotton fell in and the 2 of them jumped up sticking 2 da top of the container. both ady foaming in their mouth!!! yeeee.... the "foam" is not really foam la... it's only some dark brown liquid oozing out...

In their eyes... i saw them pleading... pleading me 2 release them. haiz... so sad...

But what to do? it's either they die or i die. it's a bio practical... compulsory 1 lagi...

neway i didn't feel geli while taking the organs out... i did it as if im a pro or sth... lol

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